no life is coming out of me
the abyss in my soul is my fortress and the light has escaped
i try to escape from the darkness but the darkness pulls me back into my nightmares
my dreams
there is no escape
no running it will always find you
and then i glimpse the light and turn and there you are i try to come to you but you run away
do you not want me
were you notthe one who came to me the one who sout me out
who held me
who protected me
but now your gone and my life feels empty...
once again

i want to be the one i am with you
but now that your gone i cant feel i cant breathe you took my heart and soul with you
you thought you were doing me a favor but now my heart aches and it reaches out for an answer an absolution
direction to fill it up again
is there no way to a resolution
is there no saving grace
i need you
I NEED YOU
ow what is life but the emptyness which fill it
is there anything worth living for
i do not want to have my life snatched out from under my nose like a staving child food is taken away from him
why want why dream
there is no dream worht dreaming for
no dream worht fighting for
can you see the light at the end of the tunnel do you feel its warmth
i held my hand up to heaven and heard no answer is this what i was born to do
was this my purpose
i feel nothing nothing but the fires of hell on my cheak
tears run down my face as i look to the sky
praying for you
praying for redemtion
for you to rescue me
through all my pain i still hope
i want to believe but its getting harder to hold on to the life that has so little purpose
why must i continue to live when death seem so much more enjoyablecome and save me from my tume my life